Enjoyment, Sickness and a mild Death                                                                Date 27/6/2018

With a mild headache, I enjoyed world cup football with my colleague; we kept the bet of Nu.100 each. The football match was between France and Denmark. I got France team in the lottery.  I and two colleagues support France, the other three colleagues supported Denmark. Later a colleague’s spouse along with my spouse joined to witness the game. We enjoyed the first half with a draw between two teams. We shouted, laughed, and criticized each other, shared stories, had lots of fun with a refreshment of tea, snacks and fruit juice. In second half my spouse left home, we continued watching the game with some fun and joys. But the result was drawn none of us loses our bet. Everyone happy, both the team qualified for next round of the world cup. We just collected the refreshment expenditure of NU 40 each and I felt the scene.

I never realized for no reason I will get sick, nothing remains same as I sense. My feet was pathetic, it could barely carry my body. My trembling hands cannot reach water to my thirsty mouth.  Something spins in my burning head making my body heavy. I could stand only with support. The firm pain of full body, I cannot really distinguish which part of my body pains. I feel something heavy just covered me from the top.  I wish someone to take out the lid, which sophisticated me and made me the sore whole of my body.

The very time as I lay on the bed, I loosed the vision; the darkness forms and I lose everything. I cannot see, forget to take my timely breath. All my limbs lose energy and it stops to move.  Here I feel am I still alive. I slowly gain vision; I could see a ceiling of my room. I took a long breath and feel the bed where I laid.

I look aside I saw my beautiful wife sleeping. I put my hands on her, I felt the touch. Thanked God for I am alive. I slowly wake up. My body completely wet with sweat. I felt the cold; I took off all the cloth with lots of difficulties. I dressed with new cloth and went to my daughter’s bedroom. On finding her in sound sleep I grew calm. I feel emotional what if I die. I thanked god went to the washroom and came back, tired I sat in my sitting room. The whole night I remain thinking of death and sickness.

It is really painful, I felt but inexpressible in words. What would be the pain of permanent death?  A temporary death is too hard for me to tolerate. It was torturing night, I ever had.  I realized an enjoyment, sickness and death. I learn a lesson, when laugh and enjoy all laughs with you and you will have lots of friends, and when in pain you remain all alone. Even your dearest one will not be of use. So prepare for the worst, the death and sickness. It is certain to you and needs to face all alone one day.